Will I Miss You?!!!!!

I didnt write the previous post with my heart laughing..... No no no thats what you are thinking... I wrote that post with my heart dripping every drop of blood in me and with all the worlds saddness on my shoulders but I had to....

You taught me something, you taught me to stand up after every fight you taught to never let go even till the last moment and thats what i have been doing till now... I wasnt writing this with a big smile on my face but a frown in place because i knew what i wrote was a closure...

It will take me a while to adjust to that terrible fact and even a small part of me wishes my hands are cut and my lips are sealed before thinking of writing the previous post...
You had to take it to this level you made it reach rockbottom between the both of us and you are forcefully making me decide all these decisions that are sharper than knife on my chest... I wont apologize because I dont have to for a mistake that you committed...

You wanted an end well here you can have your devastating end... I wont lie and say i wont smile again, it is putting a smile on my face but its being put very slowely because deep inside I know it was you who destructed all the bridges between us...

Yes I can sleep with my conscious clear and happy... Probably you will sleep better knowing that you have finally vaquished me and knowing that you won, you defeated me.... Well here is your victory on a plate of gold because you deserve it and you are worthy of it and you have won it fair and square My Fair Lady....
I will miss you and that is for sure because you will remain alive in me for a long long long time and that is eternity

Good Bye